Always things to do and never enough time to do it all! Things like journal entries get pushed off to the side for me.
Fall semester went as good as I could have wished for! I met my goal of straight A's. I had to prove to myself that I could do it... and through a few colds and many long, frustrating hours, I pulled through! I absolutely owned American Heritage... I love that class. The toughest were Child Development which is basically child psychology .. I hate psychology. Thinking that you can tell someone what they're thinking and why they're thinking it. Some of psychology is very valid however and definitely interesting. I dated a lot during this semester. They were all girls I sat next to in my classes (freshmen) or girls from before the mission.
Winter Semester started off and I bit off a huge mouthful. My schedule didn't end up working out... which is probably a good thing. I ended up having to drop a couple classes which allowed me to focus on Chem. I remember at the beginning to the semester a new trial that seemed to come weekly. It sure was tough... first week I somehow managed to tear my bicep during work while lifting tables... very problematic when all you do for 4 hours each morning is use your arms! Week 2? A bike crash and then food poisoning... I threw up all night but woke up just a tad late and feeling better. I decided I was okay enough to work and study so even though I was incredibly sleepy I am very proud to say that I took on the whole rest of the day as if nothing had happened. I sure felt weak and a bit dizzy though... Week 3? Lots of snow and a TERRIBLE bike crash which ended up giving me a terrible torn shoulder. Chemistry ended up being an excruciatingly frustrating class, but I am very proud of myself. The average for each midterm was a 60-62%... I nailed the first test with a 90%. Second test... I ran out of time and had to bubble in random answers... tons of busy work and constant studying of chemistry--- then the last midterm. I consistently performed at least 10% above the average. I killed myself studying for the final (whose average each year is always lower than the midterms; about 55%) and then spent 6 1/2 hours at the cramped JSB taking it. I had food in each pocket. Man that class was a nightmare... but I ended up busting out a B. No curve in the class. The class made me question everything. My career path, my major... my academic ability. Math just isn't my thing. I had to play catch upI loved taking Organ Private Lessons that semester... I had always felt like a "music student wannabe" but declaring a music minor and finally taking a class based on instrumental performance finally made me feel like "one of the HFAC musicians." I finally feel like I somewhat belong there and am not just an outsider studying music from a textbook.
These last two semesters I also have progressively grown closer and closer with Morgan... she's really great and she has become my very best friend. A lot sure has happened... and now I'm about to hit my year mark for my mission. Sure doesn't feel like that much time has gone by.
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